When I was applying to colleges my senior year of high school, I was unsure about what I wanted to major in, as most soon-to-be college students are. One night when I was particularly stressed about this decision, I was bouncing ideas off of my older sister; when I told her that I was interested in studying English, she said, “You’re too smart for the humanities.”
Her words resonated with me. I had been writing poems and stories since I was old enough to understand words, the ways in which they connect, and the letters that comprise them, but maybe it was time to try something new—to push myself somewhere I had never really explored. And so I did. Throughout the entirety of my first year, I intended on majoring in computer science, despite the fact that I had absolutely no coding experience and, honestly, little passion for it.
Now that it’s the end of my third semester, I have come to the conclusion that majoring in STEM—or at least computer science—is simply not for me. I don’t regret my decisions from first year, though: diving into something totally unfamiliar taught me a lot about myself and what I am passionate about. The only thing I do regret is my line of reasoning for neglecting writing. My sister’s words echoed in my head; anytime I doubted my drive to continue with programming, I reprimanded myself. I was too smart for anything unscientific. I would be wasting my talent by focusing too much on the humanities. For the better part of a year, this is how I erased myself and rewrote the narratives of my life, though the words from before always bled through anyways.
But why is this such common rhetoric? It’s not just my sister decrying the humanities and the value of studying them—scrolling through college threads on the Internet, or even just telling people that you aren’t majoring in a science, will quickly reveal the pervasiveness of this belief. This is not to say that studying the humanities is more important than studying the sciences—rather, that they are more intertwined than most people give them credit for. To gain more perspective on this, I reached out to Ashley Xiao, a good friend of mine who is studying architecture, which may be the clearest example of a major that is heavily inspired by both science and the humanities. Attached are snippets of our conversation along with photos that Ashley thought exemplified the dual nature of her studies.