Shutters of Water / Studies of Water

Shutters of Water / Studies of Water

Art
Judy Zhao
Media Staff

I dream of the stars as I stare at the sun,       
Yearning for the nights spent in your arms

 

Chasing sunrises,      
But every dawn is missed from my head sinking in your flesh

I stay docked on the sand      
Because I fear the riptides dragging me to the death of sea

 

Floating heads bobbing in the ocean      
As our bodies ride the waves

Skipping across the waves      
Like rocks upon the body

Salt sticks to my flesh 
Keeping me tender

The lasso of the sea wrapped around every limb 
Pulling me into the unknown

I stand with tunnel vision      
The definition of each stream coming from the shower head brings me peace

Drips down the body      
Hardened skin to no longer let anything in      
 

I hold everything in      
My burdens and the worries of tomorrow anchoring my body to the floor       
 

The water tries to keep me afloat      
But eventually it swallows me whole, bringing me back to the womb of protection

 

I sit in a puddle of disdain      
The warmth should be comforting, but it is just cold enough to send shivers up my spine      
 

The raindrops slap my back      
Each drop sizzling as it touches my skin, hot black stone, leaving no rest for the weary      
 

Perhaps if I submerged myself into the ocean      
The drops wouldn’t phase me      
 

Yet I remain fluid      
Drifting over and flowing through the waves